mazzanet's Lair

Another week almost over, back to school on Tuesday too. Two weeks goes so quickly. Infact, the whole year feels like it's gone by at the blink of an eye with only 2 months and a bit to go (and 3 weeks till exams).
This week has been mostly, or almost entirely, spent at work. Monday, Tuesday and today at Jaycar and Wednesday and Sunday at Discovery. Going from where I left off in the last post, I'll start with Sunday.
I didn't actually do much work on Sunday. I got into town half an hour early so decided to visit a friend at their work and had a coffee. I then went to work and fixed a few problems with a couple of the exhibits. For lunch I went back down to my friend's work, who was just closing up for the day, went to Gillies and got a pie and chips and went back up to my work to feed the eel.
Monday, Tuesday and today followed pretty much the same routine - get up at 8, have a shower, catch the bus into town, get to work at 9, work, have lunch at 1 till 1:30, work some more, catch bus home and get home at 6:15. Going by my descriptions Jaycar may seem boring, but I assure you it's been a great experience for me - meeting so many people, learning so many things and making money while doing it.
Wednesday at Discovery was mostly spent doing front desk work as the other two staff were out at a farm doing sponsorship stuff most of the day - so it was just me, the cleaner dude and 200 odd kids. What fun that was.
On another note, for some reason over the last few days I've been feeling slightly depressed. Fifty billion thoughts running through my head all at once, so many questions, so few answers, so many regrets. Regrets are the worst of them all. Things you wish you did but didn't do. You got told to do things, but ignored them thinking what you were doing was right. And then it all comes back and bites you in the ass, making you wish you could turn back time and follow those suggestions given to you.
To finish off, here's a song.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Cherish every thought and idea given to you.
Sleep well.

Never is a very long time matt, nothing last forever, noone waits forever, so really nothing is never, it's you who decides how long never is, so don't make never forever, just make it a little while away. Trust me you'll find things will work out in the end, it's just how things normally go. I know where you're heading, i know that you'll be fine, so don't worry, keep your head up, the future is yours, run with it.

As Always,

J

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